Whats on my mind lately

When i was preparing for Easter this year, I went through my worship music collection and found a song that is beginning to become my new favorite.

Title: Wedding Day
Artist: Casting Crowns

There's a stirring in the throne room
And all creation holds it's breath
Waiting now to see the bridgegroom
Wondering how the bride will dress
And she wears white
And she knows that she's undeserving
She bears the shame of history
With this worn and weary maiden
Is not the bride that he sees
And she wears white head to toe
But only he can make it so

When someone dries your tears
When someone wins your heart and says your beautiful
When you don't know you are
And all you long to see
Is written on his face
Love has come and finally set you free
On that wedding day

On that wedding day

She has danced in golden castles
And she has crawled through beggar's dust
But today she stands before him
And she wears his righteousness
And she will be who he adores
And this is what he made her for




When the hand that bears the only scars
And heaven touch her face
And the last tears she'll ever cried
Are finally wiped away
And the clouds roll back as he takes her hand
And walks her through the gates
Forever we will reign



This song makes me think about catholic nuns who take their vows, or young women who wait on God and listen to his will over what they want. This is what I think of when I think of being completely devoted to God.

April- the month of everything beautiful

The past few weeks have been like a dream. Justin and I are in it for the long run. I imagine most people can figure out what that means. We're waiting to make announcements to his family so I can officially announce it.We have been playing World of Warcraft for almost 8 months now, and I love it because it is something that we can do together instead of me sitting bored watching him play on the PlayStation. I actually have gotten pretty far in the game, which increases my enjoyment of it.

I'm so happy because it is Good Friday today, and it still amazes me of the amount of people who will teach their children to hunt for eggs and eat candy, but cannot teach them the reason for the occasion, JESUS CHRIST OUR SAVIOR. It saddens me to think that some people do not know about God and the great sacrifice that he made for us on Good Friday. I pray that this Easter weekend more people come to know God and how he sent Jesus to pay for OUR sins. It truly amazes me how far I personally have come in my life, and to reflect and see everything that God has blessed me with. My earthly dad may not be there for me, but I have Jesus who is always there and will never forsake me.

Happiness in March

It's been bliss for the past 10 months in my life with Justin. A lot has changed in this new year. I'm almost done with my Bachelor's degree. This is my whole dream coming true within the next few years. I finally caught up with my dad yesterday, and I think that everything will come together and maybe by our 1 year anniversary I can make our big announcement to everyone. 

Happy New Year 2012

Things went well this past year with the holiday season. Christmas went well and I'm super excited for the new adventures that lie ahead. I should get my Bachelor's degree towards the end of this year so that is really exciting. School is going well right now, taking Writing in Psychology which should produce a rather interesting paper in a few weeks.

Things are going well with Justin and I. Just normal things happening right now. Just took down all the Christmas decorations which is something that needed to get done.

Musically, I've been listening to a new Blue October Song called "The Worry List". I think it's pretty interesting how people will troll and hate on bands just because they can't relate to their music. Personally, I love rock music. I listen to many bands personally, and Blue October is in my top three favorite bands. My other two favorite bands are Three Days Grace and Breaking Benjamin.

Justin and I have been watching a lot of Futurama lately. It's an interesting show to watch, especially if you like animation.
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Christmas is almost Here!!!!

So got everything taken care of at my old job and waved good riddance to the past. I figure that I am the luckiest girl in the world because the Lord has blessed me with a great boyfriend who means everything to me and lets me focus on my school and taking care of the house, instead of desperately finding a job.

I currently am counting down to Christmas, which I can't wait until because it is our first Christmas together and something exciting happened a few days ago. I was laying in bed and we were talking and we heard something on our porch. It was a cute orange tabby cat, she has no tail, and it was cold outside so we took her in, and she is the sweetest little thing ever. We decided to name her munchkin. She is the laziest and happiest cat ever.

Of course, we got our tree up and all the decorations up. All the gifts are wrapped and cards got sent out. Everything is on track for our celebration. I absolutely love our tree, this year we didn't really need any additional decorations, but we got a few new ornaments anyways.

I still think something is on Justin's mind. I just don't know what it is. I guess everything will be better after Christmas, I guess that the holidays are getting to him since hes not going to be with his family.


Happy Holidays Y'all!!!

It's the most wonderful time of the year!

I got laid off from my job last week, and so thats a damp cloth on the best month of the year. I just love Christmas time though. Mostly because I never got to celebrate it as a kid and so ever year I'm mesmerized by the lights and the statues. Plus I love shopping for other people and giving gifts. This year is awesome because it is our first Christmas together. I love this season, plus I'm falling more and more in love with Justin everyday.

When I lost my Job, we figured out I could just take care of the house and do school work instead of having to work. We're on week two and its going well and I love that I get to stay home and take care of the house. The best part is being home when he gets home :). I'm so freaking excited for Christmas, I've done some shopping already but still have more to do. Lately I've been thinking that if he decides to pop the question I will definitely say yes. I really do want to spend the rest of my life with this amazing man.

Yay only 12 days to go until Christmas, and our anniversary is tomorrow :).

Merry Christmas Y'all!!

Wow It's been a while!

Hi Y'all! it been a couple of crazy months! Justin and I celebrated our six month anniversary a few weeks ago and it has been smooth sailing at work and home. Now that mom doesn't live with me anymore, I'm so much more relaxed and able to get my schoolwork done within a reasonable amount of time. I got a promotion at work with a pay raise. Life's going really well right now.

We're doing thankgiving here this year and it's gonna be really good since I'm cooking. I might post some pictures after its all said and done. It's gonna be a great day! Well I've got to get cooking!