This past week has been rather weirs to say the least.
For the First thing, My friend Yvonne passed away from Breast cancer. She taught me a lot of what I know.She took care of me and my sister for most of our childhood. She loved us like her own children. She was to me a very special woman and she has always been a role model for me because her whole life she served God, no matter how much pain she was going through. Every time I hear the song, Blessed Be Your Name, I think of her.
The second thing is that I got a random phone call from my father today. He almost never calls unless he wants something. we don't have a good relationship at all. He just Joined the cult that I grew up in last month officially, and he called to tell me that he is dating someone and that it is getting serious. This is so irritating because I feel sorry for whoever he is dating, my father is someone who is difficult to relate to let alone live with. He is the reason for my parents divorcing.Although I have forgiven him for what he did to me in my childhood, I still haven't gotten over the way that certain members of the cult treated me growing up all the way until I left it. I have learned to live with the pain of losing my childhood to that unspeakable evil, I cannot stand it that my father has decided to join it.
The third thing is that for some reason I have been really sick the past couple of days, and i'm finally getting better. I have an eerie feeling that this is only the start of flu season, and I will probably get sick again.
I noticed that throughout this week though that when I think about God and how he has been with me since the day I was born, and he has never forsaken me, it is all worth it. I know in my heart that my friend Yvonne is in Heaven with Jesus.
Work today was interesting, I'm hoping that this month flies by though... its going to be super busy for me.
