It's been a while since I've posted. Life just really gets to me sometimes plus twitter is only 140 characters. The past few months have been rather difficult for me to deal with. Lately I feel that I try really hard but I'm not as successful as I would like to be.
I've been battling things that never really truly went away, they were just less noticeable. I feel that I'm pretty much alone in my own corner. I used to have such a great support system but most of those people have kind of fizzled away from me in the past few months. Life is really hard to deal with when you're alone and you feel like an outsider.
I found out that I work about 45 hours a week which could be taking a huge toll on me but I think its the failure resounding around me. In the past few months I have figured out a few things though, I am so glad that I'm single, I feel that a guy just wouldn't understand how I feel that a relationship should work. I have ran into that problem in the past with my ex-boyfriends.
I feel that life is easier without a significant other. Work lately has been okay. I enjoy the bakery, it is fun and I feel like I am an important employee there. I have self worth there which is something that doesn't happen everywhere.
Lately, I have been listening to songs by skillet, breaking benjamin, three days grace and the red jumpsuit apparatus. They seem to dull the pain a little. if y'all know what I've been dealing with, the decrease in pain really helps at times.
