Christmas is almost Here!!!!

So got everything taken care of at my old job and waved good riddance to the past. I figure that I am the luckiest girl in the world because the Lord has blessed me with a great boyfriend who means everything to me and lets me focus on my school and taking care of the house, instead of desperately finding a job.

I currently am counting down to Christmas, which I can't wait until because it is our first Christmas together and something exciting happened a few days ago. I was laying in bed and we were talking and we heard something on our porch. It was a cute orange tabby cat, she has no tail, and it was cold outside so we took her in, and she is the sweetest little thing ever. We decided to name her munchkin. She is the laziest and happiest cat ever.

Of course, we got our tree up and all the decorations up. All the gifts are wrapped and cards got sent out. Everything is on track for our celebration. I absolutely love our tree, this year we didn't really need any additional decorations, but we got a few new ornaments anyways.

I still think something is on Justin's mind. I just don't know what it is. I guess everything will be better after Christmas, I guess that the holidays are getting to him since hes not going to be with his family.


Happy Holidays Y'all!!!

It's the most wonderful time of the year!

I got laid off from my job last week, and so thats a damp cloth on the best month of the year. I just love Christmas time though. Mostly because I never got to celebrate it as a kid and so ever year I'm mesmerized by the lights and the statues. Plus I love shopping for other people and giving gifts. This year is awesome because it is our first Christmas together. I love this season, plus I'm falling more and more in love with Justin everyday.

When I lost my Job, we figured out I could just take care of the house and do school work instead of having to work. We're on week two and its going well and I love that I get to stay home and take care of the house. The best part is being home when he gets home :). I'm so freaking excited for Christmas, I've done some shopping already but still have more to do. Lately I've been thinking that if he decides to pop the question I will definitely say yes. I really do want to spend the rest of my life with this amazing man.

Yay only 12 days to go until Christmas, and our anniversary is tomorrow :).

Merry Christmas Y'all!!

Wow It's been a while!

Hi Y'all! it been a couple of crazy months! Justin and I celebrated our six month anniversary a few weeks ago and it has been smooth sailing at work and home. Now that mom doesn't live with me anymore, I'm so much more relaxed and able to get my schoolwork done within a reasonable amount of time. I got a promotion at work with a pay raise. Life's going really well right now.

We're doing thankgiving here this year and it's gonna be really good since I'm cooking. I might post some pictures after its all said and done. It's gonna be a great day! Well I've got to get cooking!

Life can be irritating at times

It's been a while since I've posted. Life just really gets to me sometimes plus twitter is only 140 characters. The past few months have been rather difficult for me to deal with. Lately I feel that I try really hard but I'm not as successful as I would like to be.

I've been battling things that never really truly went away, they were just less noticeable. I feel that I'm pretty much alone in my own corner. I used to have such a great support system but most of those people have kind of fizzled away from me in the past few months. Life is really hard to deal with when you're alone and you feel like an outsider.

I found out that I work about 45 hours a week which could be taking a huge toll on me but I think its the failure resounding around me. In the past few months I have figured out a few things though, I am so glad that I'm single, I feel that a guy just wouldn't understand how I feel that a relationship should work. I have ran into that problem in the past with my ex-boyfriends.

I feel that life is easier without a significant other. Work lately has been okay. I enjoy the bakery, it is fun and I feel like I am an important employee there. I have self worth there which is something that doesn't happen everywhere.

Lately, I have been listening to songs by skillet, breaking benjamin, three days grace and the red jumpsuit apparatus. They seem to dull the pain a little. if y'all know what I've been dealing with, the decrease in pain really helps at times.